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Confessions of a Secret Submissive
By: SydLex (sydlex@gmail.com)I must confess to you, my Love, I have hidden a part of me from you. It’s hard to admit it at all, even to you, though you know me so well. I trust you with my life, my heart, and my soul, so to you I confess a simple truth: I am submissive.
When you cook, I wish you would teach me so that I may prepare your meals as you relax to a good book.
When you clean, I wish you would have me clean instead and reward me as you see fit.
When you bathe, I wish you would let me wash and dry you so you can relax and let your loving submissive care for you.
When you fuck me from the top, I wish I were restrained so you could take me in all the secret ways you desire. I may feign discontent, but inside I want you to do your worst to me, as I know you’d never truly hurt me. When I’m on top, I desire your guidance, your commands, to tell me how to please you most at that moment. Pump till you come or pump till I say to stop or even pull out and cuddle with me, we’re done with sex. You don’t need to see to it that I come. It’s a much greater pleasure to be at your beck and call, serving your slightest whims: when you’re completely pleased, I’m happier than you can imagine, though I haven’t been able to let it show.
When I’m performing oral sex, I want nothing more than to be there, in that moment of glorious service to my divine Love, for the rest of my days. When you return the favor, I wish I could tell you that all I need is to be appreciated. I know you don’t like fellatio, and I never, ever want you to do anything you dislike, but until now I haven’t known how to tell you any of this.
I next confess, nervously, my hidden kinks. I wish I were rewarded for my service with pain as well as pleasure, with being able to serve you. Being served by you isn’t a pleasure to me: it’s an injustice. When I’m good, I want to be spanked, flogged, caned; I want to be bound spread eagle on the bed, blindfolded and gagged, helpless and clueless. I want you to use whatever tools you can find – bring me to the edge of terror with a kitchen knife, cover my body in hot candle wax. female domination bdsm stories
In my deepest desires, I want to be made a puppy to keep you company. I want you to be the man and take me with your fingers or a strapon. I want you to milk the semen out of me with a prostate massage so I don’t have to worry about coming without your permission – I won’t be able to come for a matter of days, even with your permission and help.
When I’m good, allow me to pleasure you with my fingers, my lips, and my tongue; allow me to sit at your feet as you watch TV; allow me to give you a manicure, a pedicure; allow me to help you shave your pussy as we both love it so. When I’m bad, ice my penis before you milk me, so I get no pleasure from the process. Cook your own dinner as punishment; wash yourself; masturbate and make me sit by you, looking away so I can neither help nor watch.
Whenever I disobey you, show me that you need me less than I need you; but when I please you, remind me how fortunate you are to be served by such a wonderful submissive.
So please, as I confess to you the depths of my soul, take me as your property, your submissive, your servant. Do with me what you will, and teach me how to serve you perfectly. I want nothing more than to make you infinitely happy, and I hope that is enough. I love you with all that I am, and I thank you for all that you will help me become.
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